A few weeks ago I got back in contact with an ex. The reason I tracked her down was to make sure she was OK, we had been friends for years before we got

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A few weeks ago I got back in contact with an ex.

The reason I tracked her down was to make sure she was OK, we had been friends for years before we got together and she broke up with me and a couple years later she told me she was pregnant.

It all killed me because I was deeply in love with her.

We lost contact for over 10 years and I just wanted to know she was fine.

After we started talking we fell back into our friendship as if nothing had happened.

We talked about everything and I got some of the closure I didn’t have before.

That was before her partner saw the messages and now we aren’t talking again.

After looking over her profile I saw her family and thought “why not me?“

That thought has haunted me ever since because I have been with my wife 9 years married for 3 and have a kid.

I feel like I failed them, because now I realise though I love my wife and would die for my kid, I never fell out of love for my ex. Its just been dormant.

At no point am I going to leave my wife and abandon my child, and my ex wouldn’t leave her family either, but the guilt from that thought is eating me up inside!

New Confession

A good friend asked me if i would take her mother to the casino to get the stuff that they were giving out . I saod sure would like to do that for her. I got over to her mothers house a little early and she still needed to take a shower and stuff. I was watching tv and thought that I would hookup my phone to the TV and watch some p*** before she got ready. So i was sitting on her couch watching p*** jacking off to it and out of the corner of my eye i could see her watching me. I acted llike I didn’t see her watching me and the next thing I knew she was standing right next to me watching me. Then the towel she had over her fell to the ground and she was naked and then sat down next to me and she reached over and started playing with me. I reached over and started playing with her c***. She opened up her legs and I started f******** her and her legs were open even more. She took my hand and we went in to her bedroom. She helped me out of my clothes .she laid down . She looked right at me. She was guiding me inside of her. I push my way inside of her. I slowly pushed all the way inside and then deep inside as far as I could . Her eyes got so so bigger . We both knew that it wasn’t right to be doing, but it sure did feel good.And we both wanted it , and we did it a couple more times.

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My name is Jake Hedden of Lincoln, Nebraska and I am a shiit-eating dirtbag. I feel bad about it and would like to apologize to everyone I’ve ever crossed paths with.