The first time I gave someone a b****** he got annoyed that I wouldn’t have s** with him. When we resumed he was rougher. I couldn’t breath. I was gagging and crying and finally I threw up. I was mortified and scared of him all at once. Out of nowhere he grabbed me by the hair and pulled me to the bathroom where I was made to finish and swallow his c** in the shower.

10/10 I am a f****** idiot for not just getting up and leaving. I was not prepared for any of that. I thought that I was clear about what I was comfortable/capable of doing and I probably was, he just didn’t care. It was particularly sad because it took me such a long time to work up the courage just to try.