(I am F13 rn, I’ll be 14 in 2 more months) So first time I saw or ever heard about s** was when I was 8 and I didn’t even know what it was, I just saw it on computer at the time and I liked it, I randomly found it playing a papa pizzeria game, but my mum caught me and I ran away as fast as I could. In one of the videos the girl was doing something I’m not going to explain but i thought of trying it cos it looked like she enjoyed it and I wanted to enjoy too, and at the time I didn’t know what it was but I knew it was probably a bad thing. So I hid in the closet and started masterbating, and it felt good, I was only 8 but honestly I enjoyed myself. 5 years later it’s only getting worse, I am 13 now, but this year I took a toothbrush, and I did it with it, and last week I took 3 toothbrushes and did it with them…… I am such a thirsy child omg and sometimes I imagine the kardashians f******** me and it makes me c** even more…… and the best thing is I don’t even know how to moan yet 😂😂 i am a h**** child and idk how to stop it please help I’m scared one day one of my family members will catch me I am lost idk if I’m bi or not I’m sure I love dicks but not sure about girls and all this jerking off might be happening because I’m still single I’m kinda the school hoe but now I’m going to high school so I can’t wait to lose my v card🤷‍♀️ This confession is very stupid but I can’t talk about this to anyone or I’ll get bullied and idk what to do 🥺 obviously if I tell people I started masteebaring since I was 8 and can’t stop it they’ll think I’m a f****** weirdo