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I saw my first p*** when I was 6 on Cinemax late at night when everyone was asleep. I was so infatuated with it that growing older I would intentionally keep myself up just to sneak a few more minutes of a soft core p***.
As I began to age my interest only grew and when internet was really kicking off for kids my age (like 8-10)
I found myself searching the web and watching whatever I could find pretty much.
I would watch literally any kind of p*** and I mean ANY. Weird fetishes, gay, straight, trans, animal play, you name it I would just sit and watch on my moms laptop.
By that point of course i noticed jerking off was something I was capable of.
So I did. Every day.
By the time I was 12 I had lost my virginity to a girl a couple years old than me. I was in 6th grade and she was in 8th.
I was scared at the time but after my d*** went in I couldn’t help but keep going and going and going.

My problem now is I feel like this has really upped my s** drive as an adult.
I feel ashamed I want to j******* like 3 times a day.
I feel ashamed that I will watch any kind of p*** just to get off.

To put some cherries on the top I have a girlfriend so when I watch gay p*** I feel disgusted.
I’ve never had any ACTUAL attractions to a male. Especially romantic, I could never. I know myself.
But if a guy tries to slip his lips around my d*** I wouldn’t mind.
I feel disgusted and I don’t know why I can’t change. Sometimes I’ll stop but I always go right back to my phone for the next video. I j******* in the shower, at work and sometimes in the car at night while I’m smoking.

Also I feel like I constantly pressure my girlfriend into s** and I feel disgusted with that too. I don’t know if I’m normal. Sometimes I feel I’m not. I just needed to get that off my chest.

New Confession

My Mother had me chipped, like a dog. She was talking to our veterinarian and they must have decided to put a microchip in my co ck.

Mother took me to the veterinarian on the day it was closed. I was put on the table and strapped down nu de. The veterinarian Dr. Hannah Cutler, examined my co ck and balls and chatted with Mother. Then one of the technicians walked in, her name is Nikki. I was shocked to see that she was there. She examined me too. Then they talked about circumcising me as Nikki pulled and tugged on my foreskin and said all that nasty foreskin needs to be pruned. Nikki said I had a huge frenulum which would be utilized today but that really it should be excoriated with a hot cauterizing needle.

Then Dr. Cutler brought in a huge needle and put a microchip in it about the size of a grain of rice but a little bigger because it had a protruding ring or edge around the center of the capsule like maybe it was sealed there.

I mentioned that it had a big ridge on it and Nikki said, “Like your big ridge as she slipped her finger down my ball sac following the protruding raphe ridge. “I think this should be trimmed too,” she added as she pinched my raphe ridge. While pinching the ridge between her fingers, she wiggled my ball sac back and forth and she said. “This sac looks like it should be pruned too.” I was moaning from the pain of her sharp finger nails. Nikki said that my balls sac was excessive and must be reduced and tightened.

Then Nikki held my stiff co ck as Dr. Cutler shoved the large needle into my frenulum to inject the microchip. It was excruciatingly painful and it bled a lot. As the blood ran, Nikki rubbed her finger over it and said she likes it when boys bleed for her as she stared into my eyes. Her eyes twinkled and she was delighted that I was bleeding for her. Dr. Cutler put some Kwik Stop on the bleeding hole and it turned black in color and stopped bleeding. Nikki said they use Kwik Stop for all the dogs and she smirked. Dr. Cutler added a clamp on my frenulum that really pinched and burned but she wouldn’t take it off as I begged and struggled in pain.

Dr. Cutler waved a wand over my co ck and it located the microchip and it read out on her computer screen. The chip had been programmed with my name, address, phone number, date of birth, date of chipping, and other details such as my height, weight, the measurements of my co ck and that I was intact. It listed my Mother as my owner, and listed my behavior as Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD), compulsive m*********** and said that circumcision was authorized. They examined my co ck and balls again and Dr. Cutler said the best place for a microchip would be in my balls. She finally released the clamp and cleaned up my throbbing fremulum while my erect co ck wobbled about.

Now I am chipped like a dog. My frenulum healed up after being chipped but I always feel the microchip. I feel the chip inside my co ck all the time. When we go to the veterinarian Mother makes me take my pants down so the technicians can see how my chip scans. I’ve had four different technicians scan my co ck and giggle in amazement at how I am chipped. They say that all boys should be implanted with a microchip ID.

They read the data and see that it says that I am a defiant boy and the one technician said she has some discipline methods to straighten me out. Another technician said I should just be neutered or de-balled because that solves behavior problems in the animals. Nikki added that emasculating me would get rid of the excessive ball sac and would solve that problem too. Nikki said she is eager to de-ball me and that she has castrated lots of dogs. Mother said I’d better behave or shell have Nikki fix my problem. Nikki said she is ready to do that anytime.

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