I am not suicidal

You know something too, I think if you have depression, if you don’t go seek help for it and you just tough it out like I did, in my early 20’s and on, by the time you hit 40, if you are still a sniveling b**** and not completely numb and hard THEN you should kill yourself. S*** it up. It will absolutely make you stronger. It does go away though if you just let it ride and not do anything mental, no pun intended.

Quit being a wus. It’s kind of fun. Be constructive. Just ride it out. Everyone will have his day to die. It’s coming. Maybe take up art. Learn to crochet. Take up gardening. Cannabis.