I turned 42 and I am still in love with the man that first took me. I was young, 16, at the beach and he was the man renting the house next door and he talked me into going into his rent house to show it to me and I ended up on the floor with him. Don’t get me wrong, I was excited, it was my first time and he was a man not a boy, he did me front, back and down my throat, I got it all and ended up loaded and his seed took root and I had my daughter.

He is married to another woman and I am single, always have been, and when he comes to visit me and my daughter he pays intimate attention to me. I still get the burn, the feeling, it is most alive when he takes me in the behind, I really don’t know why that feels so good, it is so nasty and all, but it is like that is the way he shows me that he is in charge. I guess I am a s*** or something because of how I like it. I always have towels around to clean up and I would never tell my daughter what her father does to me. I just love having him on my back.