I haven’t been able to focus much, I posted something about killing someone online- and it’s been a s*** storm and it’s not over. I got involved with the police, I got called in by my vice principal today and maybe tomorrow too. They’re gonna know. I’m sorry, I was stupid but I’m suffering.

It took me a few days to find the courage to sit down at my desk and look through my things, gosh, and I can’t even draw. It’s terrible.

I permanently deleted most of my files on my phone- my pictures, downloads, hard work, writings and my art. It’s gone.

Maybe in another universe, I would’ve thought twice about posting that and took it with a grain of salt.
Make it end. I don’t want to live like a freak, wondering if the person is ever gonna find out it was me and what happens next.

I’m scared to delete my posts or edit them because I think they have that in the packet on my account. I’m so sorry, it’s all my fault. I really do have a big mouth sometimes.