I am in love with my straight best friend. At first I thought it was just a little crush but as the months have passed, I find myself falling more and more in love with her. Everything she does is amazing, even if it’s just singing along to whatever music is playing on the bus radio. I feel so guilty and selfish for loving her, because none of this will end well and there’s no chance she feels the same. This is my first time admitting it to anyone and I’ve never said it aloud. It’s been a year so far.