I’ve had a t******** with the man I’m in love with and his longterm girlfriend. She doesn’t know that he and I have been “together” for over a year. Or the dominate/submissive s***** relationship we have. Not to mention the emotional affair and ways we’ve been there for each other. He also is my boss and gave me the second job when I started needing extra money. He’s talked about me becoming friends with her and becoming this sort of a triad. It almost kills me sometimes and I don’t know why I got involved or stay involved, but I’ve fallen in love with him and can’t walk away. I guess I’m just broken enough that I’m putting myself through this.