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Distance make the heart grow…….?

I’m in a long distance marriage because I my wife and I live in separate countries for the time being. I’m a very committed person who loves and respects my wife a great deal. I have no intentions of ever leaving her. Problem is I find myself s******* frustrated all the time. I’ve been (what I would call) addicted to p********** for as long as I can remember, and I’ve always been taught this is wrong. I’ve recently started visiting strip clubs and trying to find NSA relationships online. It’s just crazy because I love my wife and I want to be with her, but I can’t just bottle up my body. So either I live with terrible guilt and shame for this secret portion of my life, or I drive myself insane with no solution for my s***** needs. It affects my mood, my energy, my work. I feel like I’m broken.

How am I supposed to be a caring and committed husband like this?

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