To: when i was like four i pushed my aunt’s cat down the stairs. it didn’t get hurt and it was completely fine but it always avoided me afterwards and i was just a little f****** kid so i didn’t know any better and the cat was fine but it haunts me to this day i feel so incredibly guilty about it i was so f****** stupid and awful and someone shouldmve been supervising me better. it makes me sick to think about even though the cat was completely fine but it’s driving me insane and i wish i could just cut that event out of my life completely i would have a better less guilty life if i didn’t have to remember that i did that

Please don’t hate yourself for this. You didn’t know better, and even if you did, you were 4. It’s ok.