well.. Ive been with my boyfriend for 3 years now. He is everything ive ever wanted. mostly. he is the sweet heart, makes the money and allows me to be unemployed and be the house wife. he is a great companion. He makes me feel better when im sad and will always try new things with me.
the problem is that im young, and have a very wild side. I am getting so many urges to cheat on him and it breaks my heart because hes nearly perfect. I love s** and flirting and just putting myself out there as a hot young lady. I have grown to have a thing with a married man. We have yet to have s** but have done about everything else. I like having this secret “thing” with him but im starting to love him. I dont want to hurt my boyfriend, or “the guy”s wife.. I love my prince, but im so wild and not sure if im ready to settle down for ever in my 20s…. but i also dont want to lose the near perfect mate i have now.. 🙁
