i (m18) have an insane crush on my best friend (m17). we’re both bi and he’s the first person i came out to. he’s always joked about finding me hot, and it’s a running joke in my group that he likes me (he’s out to everyone but i’m only out to him). he’s very touchy although he’s sorta like that with everyone. when we hang alone it’s confusing, sometimes there are instances where i could have probably kissed him, but other times he’s just crazy closed off and almost mad at me. when i’m drunk i get mad at him for ignoring me, and that has put strains on our friendship. he’s very smart, and a lot more attractive than me – he’s gotten with over 30 people and i’ve only gotten with two (both girls). the problem is that he just got a girlfriend, and whilst me and our third best friend (f18) think that it won’t last because it’s built on drunk s**… i’m still wondering if he’s in a relationship do you think that he doesn’t like me back? i would never do anything to break them up, i could never do that to him. i could’ve told him ages ago before he was dating someone, but i was scared of ruining our friendship. oh, and also one time me and him were hanging at this dead party (pre-gf), both of us sober and we were playing around and he asked me if i wanted to go outside with him… i might be reading into this too much but i quickly said no… i now regret that soooo muchhh. also to add to the complexity… when i came out to him i made a disclaimer (stupidly) that i wasn’t into him… why did i make it so complex?!!! so… i just wanted to get that off my chest… but any advice? and tips? i need it 😛
