I became drunk smoked cigars used profanity and masturbated repeatedly to s****** d********* p*** and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work and otherwise that I’m a sissyboy who likes women to sodomise me with s****** dildos while I wear women’s clothing and making submissive female noises and facial expressions and I used profanity had violent thoughts arrogance and I was angry disrespectful boastful hypocritical lazy selfish had worldly sorrow resentment overreacted passed judgement against others gossipped complained to God was afraid embarrassed decietful anxious paranoid insecure worried felt awkward and I lied and stole things