I’m back in a toxic mood. I’m not going to tell anyone because I’ll probably just manipulate them for attention and sympathy. I’m going to wait it out and suffer like the shallow edgelord I am. I can’t listen to criticism because I have such a pathetic ego. I might as well t******* own medicine. I’m the only one harming myself, no one else wants to be depressed by my rants. I’m not running away from this, it’s my fault that I feel this way. I’m doing something wrong. It’s nothing from my past or future, it’s me. I’m the negative one.