I’ve had the internet back for a week, but I’ve been lying to my online ‘friend’ about it so she would think I didn’t have access to the internet. The reason? I just don’t want to see her. I don’t feel like sitting in front of the computer all damn day on skype chatting with her. I just don’t. And if I tell her honestly, hey I don’t really feel like being online, I think I’m gonna take a break, she would probably get pissy and make me feel miserable and guilty. Strangely enough I only feel a little guilty about lying to her. I know it’s wrong but it’s the best way I know to deal with the situation…. bleh.