Im a boy, 16 years old. my sister is 11 and she recently found out I was raped by a woman when I was a kid. it’s… so hard to be around my sister now that she knows. I was brushing her hair earlier and she asked me ‘was it actual r*** or just s***** abuse?’ and I felt like I was choking and I couldn’t answer. she turned around to look at me but I looked at the floor. she said ‘why won’t you look at me?’ and I closed my eyes shut until she turned back around, then I continued brushing her hair. It’s really awkward. I didn’t want her to know about the r***. I wasn’t even the one who told her. It was my neighbors, who heard from my parents. I’ve been crying a lot and don’t know what to do.