I’ll save you the time, yes I’m a a s*** and s*** person. I am married to a wonderful man 8 years but for the last year have been obsessed and lusting after a man we met. We fucked six times and now he’s out of my system. My husband will never know but the other man is in pain wishing we could be together. I hope the memories of us together are worth it to him but I feel terrible for betraying one man and hurting another