I masturbated repeatedly and used mind projection indicating to women where I work and otherwise that I’m a sissyboy who likes women to sodomise me with s****** dildos while I wear women’s clothing and making submissive female noises and facial expressions and I used profanity was selfish prideful disrespectful boastful hypocritical angry afraid decietful paranoid and I smoked marijuana and I work in the medical field and I used profanity was destructive and I was boastful hypocritical decietful anxious paranoid afraid insecure worried