I never thought I’d do this but I’m sleeping with a married woman who’s 24 years younger. I’m 54 years old and have no idea why she likes me, but she came onto me strong and we’ve had s** three times. Each time has been like a drug, I’m on a high for days. And today I felt like I was going to have a heart attack! She lay on my chest and stroked it until I calmed down. She’s perfect, beautiful, a deep thinker, beautiful heart. Her p**** smells and tastes like heaven and I have her p****** under my pillow and just lay in bed inhaling her smell. We keep saying we’ll stop but every week when we meet up we get into a massive f*** session. I usually come straight away but then get hard straight after and the s** lasts for hours. I want to keep her, run away with her, never been married but I’d marry her and I told her that. Never thought I wanted kids but I want to c** inside her and make her pregnant. I don’t know how I’ll ever fall for a women my age again, or any other woman. But she can never be mine