i got to get this out of my chest…
i was really young when i somehow found p*** on the internet..and i got addicted to it and i used to watch it all the time..i didtn know at that time that s** would get you pregnant..and i used to let my brother touch my v,and o,he didnt ask to,and i hate myself for it and all that b*******..
in grade 6 my mom caught me watching p*** and took away my ipad and yea it was messed up..
some years later,i got instagram and i found s** videos in it and i used to watch it,and i learned how to m*********…one fine night my mother caught me and they locked all the apps in my phone and i only had whatsapp.
after the second time,i tried to promise myself i wouldnt watch p*** and neither would i m*********,but i now i found that if u search s** gifs on the internet and go to images you will get..well,pictures..so like a terrible human being i do that and m*********.UGH I HATE MYSELF..
so im going to start trying to get over it because i cant pay attention in my studies…
bonus:
i love eating raw rice,but its not good for my health..my mom has caught me eating that a couple of times as well and now i have to sneak around and find it and eat it.
I’ll have to stop that too..
my parents are like the worlds nicest people and i hate doing this to them….
and i have a hopeless crush on this fool so yeah
UGH I HATE MYSELF
so yea at the end of the day i am a terrible terrible person.
