I’m married to a girl that I genuinely love I want to make sure she’s always happy,but I’m not happy in our relationship. I want to be with a man and be treated the way I treat my wife. She has told me that she doesn’t find me s******* attractive anymore but she still loves me. She’s mtf and I’m ftm. I really want a boyfriend that would treat me better but I still care so much for my wife and would never want to cheat or make her feel bad,I’ve never really been attracted to women but we’ve been together for so long I don’t know what to do. I feel trapped and I don’t know if I should tell her. Am I just a bad person?