I love you to the moon and back. I wish I could tell you to your face that I slept with someone multiple times during our relationship, talked to other people and hooked up with one of my best girlfriends.. I can’t tell you these things because it would break you more than you already have been, I have made peace. My loyalty and dedication was and still is to you, I slipped up because things got so rough. I’m ready for you, give everything to you. I know you need time to think but.. We’re meant to be. Sometimes people fall out of love and need to find a spark, and that spark is found within yourself. I hate the way things ended, I’m sorry I reflected my repressed emotions into jealousy and projected it onto you. Although I can’t confess this, I can say I was the issue.

Your innocent. Loyal. I can’t stand the thought of being without you, all I want is a second chance and I promise the universe I’ll never be unfaithful no matter the trial. Sometimes the closest have to separate to find themselves.. soulmates find a way back.. I’m sorry my jealousy projected onto your friends. I’m sorry I did all the things I can’t tell you but regardless.. I f****** love you. I want you forever.