As a forteen year old student I think there is no meaning to the world whats so ever. And by that I mean nothing holds any significants and its all just worthless. I started thinking this at school when I was alone and I looked around the corrodoor and i couldnt help but to realise. are we accomplashing anything and i know i was there for education but I found out there is no meaning for brake and lunch so why do we even have it. I mean sure we need to eat but lunch if school was 5 house long wouldnt we just have a hour till lunch and I also thought while I was in the bus going home. We all do that so why do we rush home even though we dont even know what we are going to do once we arive and i also think that everyone is worthless in the world and to be honest im wondering if that makes me a bad person
It makes me feel guilty and to be honest its almost as if everyones existance is slowly draining. It may sound stupid but back when i looked in that corrodoor i realised each and every student was becoming lonelier and lonelier by the second sure people were friends but nomater if there friendship is inportant they always look like they drift away. This reapeats weekly. On fridays its almost as if everyone negleted everyone and then i though if we all cant get alog for a week why dont we just discard a socail life. Its not that im complaining but the more I think about does a socail life even matter I mean it exists since we started with it but if we were alone from the start would you be afraid or would you find it normal.
To be honest im guilty about this because i discarded everyone has useless and Im wondering if im wrong by doing so but to be honest I cant think of a person in the world who thinks like this does this make me lonely or does it make me selfish. I cant really tell if that doesnt souns stupid but in the comments please tell me if its right or wrong to think like this because I cant tell

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