Just a few minutes ago I forced myself throw up for the first time. I had tried it before but decided it would be too risky seeing as my parents were just downsairs. It was only a little bit of my lunch but I did it. I don’t know if I’m guilty or satisfied. I know it’s bad and that it could just put me into a hole of eating disorders but even so i still want to do it again next time my parents are not home. That is it for my confession I guess…
