Last October I attended an out of town professional conference. I'm 39 years old and have been married 17 years. Leading up to the conference my husband

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Last October I attended an out of town professional conference. I’m 39 years old and have been married 17 years. Leading up to the conference my husband and I had been having a few problems in our marriage but were trying to work things out. While at the conference i met a guy in his mid-twenties who showed me a lot of attention. We had dinner a couple of evenings Then on the last night we went out on the town dancing. It was a great evening so I ended up drinking more than I had in years. When we returned to the hotel we ended up in his room. I enjoyed his company so we kissed a few times then I felt him working my skirt up over my hips. I reminded him that I was married but he eased me back on the bed getting between my legs. I could feel him hard as a rock against me getting me excited so I quickly told him we couldn’t do anything. Without another word he raised up on his knees unbuckeled his trousers got himself out wasting no time getting back on me. He put it against my p****** then took his hand and pulled them to the side. I started to tell him he needed to uae a condom because I wasn’t on birth control but he was already going in me. Once he was in I told him I wasn’t on birth control and ask that he pull out before came. When he didn’t say anything I knew that wasn’t going to happen. The s** was awesome. Being a younger guy his climax was powerful shooting deep causing me to come with him. We spent the night together then left the next day. two weeks later I realized I realized my period was late. I told my best friend who suggested I take a pregnancy test which I did..Sure enought he had gotten me pregnant. My friend and I planned and out of town trip a couple of weeks later where I arranged for an abortion.

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I’ve lost my Ego, self respect and dignity. I have nothing own nothing, am nothing but worthy of whatever the bully wishes from me. And what that means is that my life is to be exposed, exhibited. Be degraded daily by my bully so he can get off on his thrills of humiliating me in front of however many or little amount of kids happen to show up. The crowds apparently seem to get bigger as the days go by. My humiliation is becoming acceptance as routine is becoming comfortability. These pre adult children are masters at performing to show angst between disgust and desire. Which adds to the shame. Of what’s being done to me.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.