I am in a complicated thing with a volatile guy, we're not committed but he's obsessed with me. anyway, one of my best friends' boyfriend is a trap lord.

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I am in a complicated thing with a volatile guy, we’re not committed but he’s obsessed with me. anyway, one of my best friends’ boyfriend is a trap lord. I have threesomes with them sometimes, they’re both open. but I just went behind her back and blew him for weed. I went over there knowing I was going to and rationalized it in my head “well, he offered and I love s** and I’ve only been with this one guy for months and we’re not even committed and I need drugs and I won’t have these looks forever and be able too this, etc.” it was fun but afterward I felt like such a w**** and bad friend and realized all the people this could potentially hurt if they ever find out, my friend, our mutual friends, the guy, etc. but also stuff like this eats at my conscience and I’m afraid I won’t be able to live with it.

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My parents didn’t do enough when raising me to teach me that actions have consequences and you can’t just be anything you want.

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