I never thought I would have feelings for a woman. I am supposed to marry a great guy in a month. He treats me so good. I don't have to work, in fact, he

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I never thought I would have feelings for a woman. I am supposed to marry a great guy in a month. He treats me so good. I don’t have to work, in fact, he told me that I should quit my job and worry about finishing my degree, once we get married. He makes good money too. He’s a doctor. For the past 5 months, I have been in a relationship with my best friend I went to high school and 2 years to collage with. We grew up together. I don’t know what happened, we just fell in love and have been together secretly for the past 5 months. I love my fiance but I really love her too. It started when we had a t********. Me her and him. Only one time, but me and her kept playing around after that and we are very much in love. I love her sooo much and I love him just as much. I am afraid to tell him. I thought about asking him if he wanted to invite her to live with us and have threesomes more often and just go with it. I know he likes her a lot and he wants to f*** her again. I feel so guilty having to sneak around with her, but when we are in each other’s arms, it feels so right. I am so confused.

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Idk as to why I feel this way knowing I already like my crush but I also slightly like my crush’s friend.

But I absolutely don’t wanna be in a poly relationship, not that it’s bad, it’s just that I can’t handle both boyfriends at the same time. It’s annoying because I genuinely already have a crush, obviously but my friends kept insisting that I choose my crush’s friend instead.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.