I met a guy online, talked to him a couple of days and then met up. He claimed to be separated initially but is still very married. I kept dating other

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I met a guy online, talked to him a couple of days and then met up. He claimed to be separated initially but is still very married. I kept dating other guys but met him whenever he wanted to make out. I loved sucking him off because he loves it so much. He loves to s*** on my n****** and feel my a**. When he finger fucks me I c** multiple times. When he fucks me my whole body vibrates and I have a continuous o*****. I want him and when I am with him everything is right in the world. But he is married with multiple children and I hate myself for doing this. I am not special to him and I’m pretty sure I’m just one of his many side pieces. I have to stop seeing him as I am losing self-respect but I am addicted to him. I still go out with other guys but I cancel dates and upend my life just to be with him whenever he texts me. I think I’ve fallen in love with him which only makes this all the more fucked up. I am not sure what I’m going to do,

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Idk as to why I feel this way knowing I already like my crush but I also slightly like my crush’s friend.

But I absolutely don’t wanna be in a poly relationship, not that it’s bad, it’s just that I can’t handle both boyfriends at the same time. It’s annoying because I genuinely already have a crush, obviously but my friends kept insisting that I choose my crush’s friend instead.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.