I went to a s*********. My friends took a video of me getting a lap dance and somehow my wife got it. Now she is acting strange. She bleached her beautiful hair, started dressing slutty, started wearing a lot of makeup, and has a consultation for breast implants soon. I think I made her feel ugly and I don’t know how to fix what I’ve done. I didn’t want her to change, I was just being stupid with my friends. When I try to talk to her, she just shuts off. She won’t cuddle with me, go out with me, or tell me about her day. She just has s** with me and leaves immediately to lock herself in the office room and sleep on the couch. Even the s** is different, she won’t look me in the eyes or kiss me. I think I destroyed my marriage and my wife. I’m such an idiot. I wish I could travel back in time and beat the s*** out of my past self when he got out of his car at the club parking lot. I’m so goddamn sorry, babe.
