It s**** that the person I want to be with is someone I can never, ever have. It isn’t a matter of trying harder or my thinking negatively. We just met at the wrong place, wrong time. Plus their friends hate me over some petty drama I got dragged into years ago so that doesn’t help matters. It has been months since I have seen them, and we barely talk anymore, but I miss them so much and just wish I could change things so it would have worked out. I know I am going to hate the next person they end up dating and that’s not fair to anybody. It just. S****.
