I’ve done something terrible. I’ve cheated on my husband. Although now-a days this is something light, this is something heavy on my soul. This is

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I’ve done something terrible. I’ve cheated on my husband. Although now-a days this is something light, this is something heavy on my soul. This is something that… well, is terrible. I won’t say much, but if you need an explanation… I was with friends… friends I thought I was safe with, as for years and years I had been. However that night, I remember taking a shot of horrible pineapple vodka in the small kitchen (after drinking for part of most the day) … the next thing I remember was a dark bedroom, blinds drawn infront of me and he was behind me. (He, not my husband) I’d went in and out that same way thrice.. then… I woke up, with none of my own clothes, barefoot, asking “where are my keys?” I hold no pity toward myself… but as I know this statement will upset any and all… I do love my husband, with everything I am. But I can’t stand myself… nor can I stand those specific friends. I know I’m nothing more than trash… however I’m truly asking for insight as well as past experience from anyone. I’ve … Ive never been in this scenario before, I apologize for anyone who’s been in this spot, because I’ve said terrible things about you… and here I stand… hypocrisy and shame.
I wish peace on your broken hearts and the strongest thread to keep your hearts on your sleaves.
Help.
Signed,
A dirty, lousy, w****.

New Confession

After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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