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I’ve done something terrible. I’ve cheated on my husband. Although now-a days this is something light, this is something heavy on my soul. This is something that… well, is terrible. I won’t say much, but if you need an explanation… I was with friends… friends I thought I was safe with, as for years and years I had been. However that night, I remember taking a shot of horrible pineapple vodka in the small kitchen (after drinking for part of most the day) … the next thing I remember was a dark bedroom, blinds drawn infront of me and he was behind me. (He, not my husband) I’d went in and out that same way thrice.. then… I woke up, with none of my own clothes, barefoot, asking “where are my keys?” I hold no pity toward myself… but as I know this statement will upset any and all… I do love my husband, with everything I am. But I can’t stand myself… nor can I stand those specific friends. I know I’m nothing more than trash… however I’m truly asking for insight as well as past experience from anyone. I’ve … Ive never been in this scenario before, I apologize for anyone who’s been in this spot, because I’ve said terrible things about you… and here I stand… hypocrisy and shame.
I wish peace on your broken hearts and the strongest thread to keep your hearts on your sleaves.
Help.
Signed,
A dirty, lousy, w****.

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My daughters boyfriends uncles grabbed me coming out the door. They pushed me into a nice Escalade and told me were going for a ride. They took me to this place far away from anywhere if they chose to they could kill me and no one would find me. I was threatened by the kid he told me about his uncles and what they could do. I was scared shitless. Wondering what was in their mind. They told me they heard the stories and they were disappointed. These guys were muscular they worked out they were threatening figures. We arrived at a house away past the Forrest. Behind the mountains. Real high up. We went into a closed private room with a tv set and a couple of seats. Through his phone he set up a double chat with his nephew and my daughter was with him. They talked as they explained I was there with them and they would get to see everything that’s about to happen.
They told me to strip, socks and all.
They then cuffed my arms on the wall spread apart and same with my legs. They detailed my hole body part for part degrading in verbal abuse every failure compared to their chilled perfections as men. My daughter was watching all this abuse I was experiencing as her boyfriend kept telling her baby this is for you, payback for him bathing you and touching you when you were younger. It’s your turn to watch him suffer for what he did to you. They took off the cuffs and beat the s*** out of me wrestling style, made me go through holds of pain and suffering, total humiliation. Manhandling galore. Super exhibition galore. They totally humiliated my a**. When done they let my daughter talk. Dad you know what you did was worthy of this compared to getting killed. I still love you dad I told them not to they wanted to. All I could say was I deserved it. Then thanked her. Later on I’d see her in person not knowing if I could find the guts to show my face after an experience like that.

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