My lady and i have been together for over 2 years. We have a baby and things are great. Except there was a time (4 months ago) where things were really

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My lady and i have been together for over 2 years. We have a baby and things are great. Except there was a time (4 months ago) where things were really bad. So bad, she threated to leave me and i thought it was going to truly be over( we generally had ben arguing/fightinh a lot). In a way to deal with my emotions for all the hurtful things she said to me, i talked s******* with a random girl online, as a private act of revenge. I traded a couple pics and i instantly regretted it. I never have done it since. Me and my lady are working through our problems and all i want to do is make her happy. I love her and let her know every day that i do. I dont even think for a second of leaving her for another woman. If i tell her about my one time mistake i know she will leave. I have been working hard. I want a family so bad and i never want to hurt her. I feel guilty for what i have done but i dont want to throw it all away because i feel bad. I want to love her for the rest of my life. She is my angel, my savior, my queen. Am i a bad person? Am i worse for holding this inside? Can i chalk this up as a learning mistake? I never loved a woman more in my life and all i want to do is treat her right. Thoughts?

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