I’m living with depression, I don’t know how to talk about it and I need to see a doctor to get help. My Marriage is struggling because of it and I work too much to find time to get the help. The guilt comes from due to this depression, I find myself daydreaming about my previous life, before kids, before marriage. It was a time I was generally always happy, I understand that time of my life has passed and I feel guilty for searching for happiness in the past, when my life is filled with wonderful things most people would dream to have. I will get help, but I needed to vent this somewhere.
