I had been clean from cutting for about half a year and have felt myself slipping into a relapse the past few days. I didnt reach out to anyone. Party because I don’t want to disappoint them or add to their issues or get sent back to the psych ward. But I just relapsed pretty bad and am trying to sleep but can feel the cuts on my side and shoulders as I lay here and it just feels like nothings changed and I don’t even care about getting better
