I feel like the worst person ever…I’ve been with my boyfriend for about a year and a half and I love him so so much, more than anything. Recently I met this guy 4 years older than me and he started flirting with me, at first I didn’t flirt back but then he gave me his number and the next day I texted it. It started off as a purely s***** relationship as I confessed to him I’m not s******* satisfied in my relationship, with no feelings but then we started talking about more personal things. He saw the cuts on my arms and he actually cared, he want to talk to me, when I stared crying he was comforting me. Of course my boyfriend comforts me but with this new guy things we just kinda different. Usually when we hooked up it was rough fast s**, pure lust. Today when he came to my place it was slow passionate love making, he treated me amazing. After we cuddled and started talking, he confessed his feelings for me and my heart has never heat so fast, I have feelings for him too…I feel so guilty for doing this to my boyfriend. I’ve never hated myself more.
