Call me Loop, I decided that I might keep updates and I gave myself a name so y'all know I'm me. I have a boyfriend that I love very very much but my

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Call me Loop, I decided that I might keep updates and I gave myself a name so y’all know I’m me.

I have a boyfriend that I love very very much but my mother has no idea he exists.
He was in one of my close friend groups online and he had found out I was interested in him, he later asked me out after talking for 3 or 4 months. During this time my mother was thrown in jail for false accusations and stayed there for about 6 months(give or take) I was sent to live with my aunt (which is when I started going out with my boyfriend), while she was in jail she told me “stay focused on school and don’t get caught up with some guy” this referring to the fact she wasn’t with me and I might go try to find someone to fill that space (which is not what happened).
So I started dating him and did many many voice and video calls for months, I’m not in danger, I’ve seen him I know him, I’ve seen the rest of his family and friends and I feel very safe with him.
We’ve been together for just over a year now and I’ve turning 18 in about a month, I want to tell my mother but I’m deeply afraid she’ll ruin my relationship and make me miserable. I just want to be able to share the wonderful things I’ve gone through with my boyfriend but I’m a coward and very afraid and I feel awful..

Feel free to comment/leave advice please be nice though lol.

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It’s amazing how quickly Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD) is reversed by castration. The most defiant troublesome boys are quickly transformed by neutering. After a few days they become obedient and submissive.

De-balling also solves other problems like compulsive mast.urbation, lack of focus, back talking, fighting, brawling and other unacceptable behavior.

Veterinarians know that emasculation works well to make farm animals manageable. It works on boys as well. I think Nikki should finish the job which will give that boy a better life. Re: My Mother had me chipped.

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