I have known my best friend for 10 years. She has gotten me through a lot of hard times, and I've been there for her as much as I could. I will never tell

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I have known my best friend for 10 years. She has gotten me through a lot of hard times, and I’ve been there for her as much as I could. I will never tell her this but I am in love with her. Her deepest desire is to have a child, her bf cheated on her and got another girl pregnant, then after she broke up with him she had a miscarriage. She hadn’t even realized she was pregnant. It burns up my insides to see her suffer like that, and I fantasize about being the one who comforts her and the one she spends the rest of her life with and raises a child with, but she is straight and I can’t give her children. I’ve thought if only that child had survived, I might been able to woo her and become it’s step parent. I feel horribly guilty for wanting that when I know I’d only be preying on her vulnerability and possibly trapping her in a relationship she entered out of necessity but would have no real interest in. I need to get over her, but she’s so fun and intelligent and kind and so very s***, and I love being her best friend. I’d have to leave her or lose her to get over her, and I don’t want to do that.

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