I was arranging to meet with a m*** to chat/hang out because I don’t feel comfortable about doing anything s***** with my gf since I dont want her to think im with her to get s**, and I know there’s no excuse but the reason I arranged it was because I had stopped m*********** and was going crazy. I cancelled the last minute because I felt insanely guilty since my gf is so kind to me and loves me, don’t really know what to do now I just feel guilt every second. Any thoughts?
