I lost my virginity to a guy five years older than me. He's my friend's brother. Haven't seen or talked to the friend since, and I feel awkward and

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I lost my virginity to a guy five years older than me. He’s my friend’s brother. Haven’t seen or talked to the friend since, and I feel awkward and disgusted with myself and the whole situation.

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Love getting bullied in front of preteen kids. Their stares and laughs at my expressing my fear, shame and humiliation. When he spread ties me on a chair in a basement with eight to ten kids. He uses a pointer to touch my n****** to get a hard on as he explains what he’s doing. Look at the coward how he does as I say. You’re scared of me aren’t you? Yes of course I am, look at me? They are cracking up at me. I love it!

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So I transitioned from a Little Girl to a Woman underneath my mid teen brother while our parents were out at a wedding.
He and I physically engaged with each other about five times during just a bit over a year. We had one close call with getting caught but our parents never found out how active we were. We are both married & neither of our spouses know anything about our history and I intend to keep it that was. He and I never bring it up but I just know that he remembers it as much as I do. So we got away with it.