I feel like a wear a mask every. single. day. Every thinks I’m Little Miss Perfect, perfect grades, perfect group of (fake) friends , perfect life. It’s quite the opposite, I’m living a lie. I have to work my a** off to keep those grades high and my classmates think it comes easily and if I stopped I would disappoint my parents and their proud faces are the only thing keeping me sane. My friends would ditch me in a heartbeat, and a lot of them have, they make me apologize to them when I get mad about them being b******. When I started being friends with them I thought they were amazing people but, I failed to realize they weren’t my real friends and they would just leave me. I haven’t been genuinely happy for a long time. I know I sound like an entitled little brat but, it’s been building up and I don’t know if I can take it any longer.