I feel like I deserve pain? Like, I don't look for it. But when I get into situations I just throw myself in a rag. I feel bad about feeling like this,

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I feel like I deserve pain?
Like, I don’t look for it. But when I get into situations I just throw myself in a rag.
I feel bad about feeling like this, because I know I’ll hurt my family with this mentality.

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Tattoo ideas for me

-Kölner Dom on my right wrist
-Add “wish” below my 11:11 tattoo.
-Add more to my Honda Civic EG wrist tattoo.
-Scorpion beside 11:11 tattoo.
-Flames below my belly / pelvis.
-2 snakes by my pelvis area.
-Green Goblin mask on my knee.
-Lion on my knee.
-Decepticon logo on arm.
-Germany flag on my wrist.
-Plane travel tattoo on finger.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.