An update on the Ritalin yes I’m that guy holy s*** it keeps you up and very distracted but I’m having fun
I love the feeling of being scared. Being scared and being ashamed are different. The feeling is different and omg being horrified that is the s***. Knowing what’s going to happen and not being able to do anything about it that is the total bomb. Expecially when it’s a defamation or degration in front of peers or those younger witnessing as you cower your way through it knowing they’re going to be staring at you.
I miss being a Teen in the early 2000s used to have sleep overs at my house in my basement room, we had a finished basement it was all open I had a big king sized bed and a large leather couch in front of a large tv, my friends would come over and then late at night we stripped naked and watched pornos be like 3 or 4 of us on my couch masterbating and see who cums the fastest.