I haven’t been anything but a failure in life and I have been secretly planning my suicide. Every time my rent day has come around. I have the worst job and am unable to be financially stable because of it. I have made a failed attempt in the past in secret but I have been doing crucial research on the quickest and painless death possible. Now I feel I am ready. I keep asking my self the question which is “do I actually want to die or do I just need money to pay my rent?” Paying my rent and obtaining a good respectable job would be great. But then what? I have no friends and family. My fiance died 9 years ago exactly tomorrow and I have been alone since. death is the only way out. darkwarlord82 is my KIK Id. Not really about being anonymous
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To be honest death is not the only way out. I feel like death is just an excuse to quit. Yes you’ve struggles through really tough times and you probably still are but don’t you still have an hope or faith? I mean you’re still breathing right that’s something that other can’t do on their own. I just want to say don’t quit now and give up with death. Suicide doesn’t answer all problems- think about the people that care for you. Don’t want to hurt them because you’re gone 🙁 please keep trying ❣️
I’m sorry but these were words that I expected from anyone reading this and it just gets me more upset. My family used to have the same automatic response but when I ask for help its the runaround. words mean nothing if actions are different.
pls don’t die. good things could happen tomorrow and then you’ll miss out
As a person who’s tried to commit suicide a month ago I know your pain I’ve lost my dad many friends I don’t really believe in a god but if you want to we can talk. I know it’s a weird proposal but maybe I could help find you better solution than death. I’m not one to talk about not killing yourself but I just want you to know I’m here for you message me on discord @Nomolos
@Nomolos is not working for me