I feel like an ungrateful little s*** and I hate it. I’m a 14 Yr old girl and I know teenagers are supposed to moody and independent, but this is next level stuff i think. I’ve always been an independent person, coming from a really really bad family and childhood, I had to do a lot by myself. Like catching public transport alone at the young age of 9 or cooking my own food. I’ve always been kind of a step-offish type girl. I always knew that I didn’t really need anyone/anything apart from my music and other s***, but all of a sudden my mother wants to start being apart of my life and I don’t… want that. I know I should be more grateful because I have food, water and a roof over my head but I think it might be a lot more serious, Like mental problem serious. People, specifically family and “friends” just piss me off constantly by even being in my presence. A lot of the time all i want to do is move countries, start over with my music and my lonesome. I don’t like being around people let alone actually socializing so i spend every recess, lunch and free period in the art rooms at school. I have more of a connection with art and music than i ever did with any of my family members. I’m an ungrateful b**** and that’s all I’ll ever be.