I’ve been married for 22 years to the best husband any woman could ask for. Our s** life however has faded over the years and I had began m*********** frequently and have a v******* my husband doesn’t know about. I go to the swim club about three times a week and over the last couple years became friends with Luke who lives in one of the condo units. When I was a teenager I twice separated my shoulder and as I age it seems to bother me more often. Last June Luke, who is a much older man I believe late 60’s or early 70’s, invited me back to his condo. He already knew of my sore shoulder and offered to massage it for me. He did and at the time it was perfectly innocent the way it was done even though I was only in my bathing suit. It began to become a once or twice a week event where we went to his condo and have lunch and then he would rub an ointment on my shoulder. By the middle of July he was giving me a full massage and had purchased a massage table to “quote” make me comfortable. It was still relatively innocent even then since I was always in my bathing suit and he never touched my privates. It was a Monday, July 30th 2018 when it all changed. I was in my bathing suit but as Luke was massaging my thighs his hand kept brushing up on my v*****. I felt myself becoming aroused and I’m sure Luke knew it just by the way I moaned and moved my body. Before I could say anything he began f******** me and I never tried to stop him. As I orgasmed I was both satisfied and embarrassed that I let him do it.

I stayed away from the pool and Luke for almost a week. The next time I saw him I told him how embarrassed I was but he just said he thought I wanted him to do it. Luke looked at me and simply asked if I didn’t enjoy it and mentioning how I had orgasmed two times. Just the way he talked about it that day put my mind at ease even with the guilt I felt towards my husband. That day I willingly went back to his condo again and for reasons I still don’t know permitted him to massage me naked. As soon as he touched me that day I was fully aroused and loving every minute of it. I don’t remember how many times I was able to o***** but know they came repeatedly for what seemed like a long time. By August I began bringing my v******* which Luke uses on me each time now. By the end of that month is when He asked me to jerk him off. Now at least twice a week I am at Luke’s condo having him satisfy me and me jerking him off. We never have i**********, which for some reason is taboo for me and I never give him oral s** even though he does it for me. I do know this is cheating on my husband but I try to tell myself its not really having s** with Luke. I try to justify it in my own mind. My husband does know Luke and knows I have lunch with him sometimes. He has no clue about what has been going on since he considers Luke some old senior citizen. For such an older man Luke is built well for his age and since the first time I jerked him off he is also naked while massaging me. For an old man he is able to maintain an erection but once he ejaculates he is done for the day and admits it. I enjoy being with him not just for the s***** things but also the conversations we have. He’s just a nice old man who tells me I have sparked life back into him. He also has made me happy and the guilt with my husband has diminished. Its still there but I have no intentions of ending my times with Luke.