I deliberately get people into liking/loving me just to reject them after, i do it because i need to feel their affection, because i secretly hate myself.

8 years

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Totally speechless when I found this. Today I was putting laundry away. In my son’s dresser I found a drawn picture of two human stick figures. The male was mounted on a female. The face on the female was a cut out picture of me. Glued to the picture. The male’s face was a cut out of my son’s.

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Talk anout regretting on top of guilt. Ex wife was worried about what was going on after she sthpidly started trying to xontact the s** ciach/coordinator to f*** her again. She was burning me up with texts and calls. I finally told her the short form of what happened punitively and she at first sisnt seem to care. All she wantes to talk about waa him f****** her again. Welcome to the latest reason this is all so toxic. That while i had arranged it the whole mess was going to make it where i have no s***** outlet at all and only my body had paid the price for her obsession about this man f****** her again. That at least caught her attention. I tols her the bruises will take days or over a week to fade and j was still in serious pain. She kept asking and i told her i was not going to send her video she would have to aee wgat i meant in person. Conflicting for me because of pain anger and motive and pretty sure ahe only wants to see the video for the kick of it. Atm i could care if she comes over or sees it or i end up celibate bc of her.