I've decided that I'm going to commit suicide Because my parent's know that I raped my grandma...She didn't go to the cops with it, she instead just told

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I’ve decided that I’m going to commit suicide Because my parent’s know that I raped my grandma…She didn’t go to the cops with it, she instead just told my parents. I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself they’re trying to act like nothing happened after they talked to me a few days ago about it but now I just feel out of place and terrible that I even did that. What the f*** is wrong with me, I’m so stupid. I wasn’t even thinking, and now all these people know…and I just don’t think I can continue living. I’ve been skipping school recently and staying out all night in the woods by my self because I just don’t want anyone to see my stupid face. I avoid going downstairs and it causes me anxiety when I hear their voice outside of my door so I climb out of the window when I do leave. I just can’t with myself anymore..I really can’t. Not only did I r*** her, I made a mistake and injured her in the process without even noticing it. And she lied to the people at the hospital and just said she fell, even though I pushed her off of a small stool she was using to try to reach something and forced her to the ground. I don’t want to think about it anymore, I just don’t I’d rather die then ever look any of my family members in the face again. When I did come out of my room to eat dinner with them twice everyone just got quiet and kind of gave me this odd look..and It hurts so I just take my food in my room so I can eat those two times. It’s been about 9 days since I’ve eaten anything because I just don’t want to go downstairs. I do try to eat things from outside instead when I get really hungry because I know where to find a few ebible plants. I think I should just run away.

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