I think I must be such a selfish girl who wants my own way all the time just because I want a husband and marriage and a life of my own. I have been following so many people trying to source their needs. I am trying to earn my heaven points.

I must be so selfish to want more then I have. I sleep in someone else bed and I have clothes I can not use at present.

my cousins daughter has been abusing me wanting me to give her my clothes and making out I have done something to her when I have not.

w keeps getting her to abuse me. he must be a very satanic dirty man. I think he is still stalking me.

just go away old man.

last night I had a long talk to my mother and warned her about him and she says she is not impressed at all by him.

I have will keep warning her. my parents will not go to any weddings. my mother and father said she will not go near them or my brothers children.

I still win !!!

I hate w. he is not worth a cows pee. I hate w he has shown me what a scum weasel he is. I hate that weasel behavior. he always plays these games on me of making out he likes me or cares to make me look a s***. he is doing the same thing that R n K did to me and Nik-bug did to me.

that is the cad rotter of a male but not a man.

I m looking for younger better men than him.

he is old now. a has been old man. he has lost all his attractiveness and so has his wife.

he can set his satanic traps but he can not have me.

he was the wrong person to talk to about the s** abuse . he is the one causing it. he is so dirty minded.

he is making me feel negative about myself. my parents will stand by me always.

I will never love again.

he never cared that I was hurt and abused.

he does not have the decency to feel guilt.

he does is so selfish and abusive.

he does not care about anyone but himself