I’ve known this guy for over 4 years we weren’t really close friends until the 3rd year, I dated a close friend of his for 2.5 years before the douche dumped me, a few months after we broke up he asked me out and we started dating but he left for the Navy and I left for college. It’s been a couple more months and I haven’t seen him since he asked me out but we have been writing and FaceTiming each other and I am insanely in love with him. He is coming back home for Christmas and I think he’s going to propose and it’s so crazy on paper but he has such a big heart and I am so in love. I can’t tell anyone because everyone will think I’m crazy which my whole situation kinda is but nothing has ever felt more right.